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\ No newline at end of file diff --git a/congratulations.otx b/congratulations.otx index 11d4384..12e1043 100644 --- a/congratulations.otx +++ b/congratulations.otx @@ -1,17 +1,18 @@ -\long\def\cent#1{{ -\leftskip=0pt plus1fil\rightskip=0pt plus1fil\parfillskip=0pt\parindent=0pt\parskip=0pt -#1\par}} +\input sal.otx +\input aux.otx +\halfletterlayout + \romanfolios %---title page \blankstyle \cent{\null\vfill -{\typoscale[1400\slash ] CONGRATULATIONS! } +{\typoscale[1400/] CONGRATULATIONS! } \vskip 3em -{\typoscale[1200\slash ] The \sc{ufo} Reality} +{\typoscale[1200/] The \sc{ufo} Reality} \vfill @@ -59,7 +60,7 @@ whereabouts of individual contactees. \break \normalstyle -\chap Acknowledgment +\nonum\chap Acknowledgment The manuscript of this book has been through three versions, including two revisions. These revisions consisted of the formalization of my original longhand notes into a coherent manuscript, and the further editing and tightening of this manuscript for intelligibility and literal accuracy. Coherence, of course, is all in your mind. Wherever your mind is. @@ -69,7 +70,7 @@ Britton Wilkie contributed the re-drawing of the diagram accompanying the \sc{To The psychiatrist Dr. Berthold E. Schwarz has read and fielded all sorts of strange material having to do with these investigations, beginning in 1974 shortly after my sighting. Photo\ednote{what photo? page num ref? back cover?} by Carrie Boretz. -\chap Preface +\nonum\chap Preface Shortly after putting on a play during which a comic \sc{ufo} in a coolie hat descends to dispense holiday cheer, I was faced with the incredible and mind-bending coincidence of seeing a dilating \sc{ufo} light which suddenly became a V-shaped formation of smaller \sc{ufo} lights, disappeared, and then reappeared on the railroad tracks some fifty or sixty yards from the train platform where I was waiting for the Sunday evening commuter train from Boston. @@ -87,11 +88,11 @@ These presences were hypnotically compelling. At one time, I actually heard a hu \cent{\null\vfill -{\typoscale[1300\slash ]\caps\rm Congratulations!} +{\typoscale[1300/]\caps\rm Congratulations!} \vskip 2em -{\typoscale[1100\slash ]The \sc{ufo} Reality] +{\typoscale[1100/]The \sc{ufo} Reality} \vfill } @@ -99,19 +100,22 @@ These presences were hypnotically compelling. At one time, I actually heard a hu \normalstyle \latinfolios -{\it ----Touch my finger. - ----Okay. - +\vskip 3em +\Q{\it +---Touch my finger.\nl +---Okay.\nl ---Hey, I'm a Martian!\ld\ Surprise! You're pregnant!} \Qs{International Children's Joke} +\vskip 3em + \midinsert -\cent{\picw=3.5in\inspic{img\slash bestwishes.png}} +\centerline{\picw=3.5in\inspic{bestwishes.png}} \endinsert -By now, there have been so many \sc{ufo} sightings, that it is no longer necessary to begin a book on this topic with an apology. Strange flying objects have been seen all over the world. Speculation on the identity of these objects has ranged from mystical views heralding the coming of the mythical beast of the Apocalypse to serious efforts by astronomers to devise an intergalactic signal which indicates the presence of intelligent life. +\vskip 3em + +\noindent By now, there have been so many \sc{ufo} sightings, that it is no longer necessary to begin a book on this topic with an apology. Strange flying objects have been seen all over the world. Speculation on the identity of these objects has ranged from mystical views heralding the coming of the mythical beast of the Apocalypse to serious efforts by astronomers to devise an intergalactic signal which indicates the presence of intelligent life. Effort in this direction has included psychological treatment of the \sc{ufo} experience, with diagnoses ranging from schizophrenia to sexual frustration. In Jung's thought, the \sc{ufo} was a fiery archetypal symbol \ld of what? The symbolic significance of the \sc{ufo} has not so far been satisfactorily explained. @@ -129,7 +133,7 @@ For twenty-four hours (or longer) I was in a state of shock. During this time, I Subsequent to the publication of my \sc{ufo} report, several other people living in the vicinity of Ipswich, Massachusetts (where I was then living: the train runs from Boston through Swampscott to Ipswich) came up to me on the street and told me that they had also seen \sc{ufo} lights in the area north of Boston. -Encouraged by this concensus that I was not crazy, I also filed a verbal report and drawing of this sighting with the \sc{ufo} Data Collection Center in Northfield, Illinois. Again, I left out the connection with spiritualism, lest my report be discounted. Later, I did send another report to Northfield which mentioned my altered state of consciousness during the sighting, but only subsequent to reading Jacques Vallee's book \bt{Passport To Magonia}, in which such fantastic effects are discussed. +Encouraged by this concensus that I was not crazy, I also filed a verbal report and drawing of this sighting with the \sc{ufo} Data Collection Center in Northfield, Illinois. Again, I left out the connection with spiritualism, lest my report be discounted. Later, I did send another report to Northfield which mentioned my altered state of consciousness during the sighting, but only subsequent to reading Jacques Vallee's book \booktitle{Passport To Magonia}, in which such fantastic effects are discussed. At the time that I filed this second statement, I was in a rather kamikaze state of mind. I felt that I had no choice but to express myself in terms which sounded insane, and that this present insanity had better be confined to a limited audience, lest I lose my credibility as a psychic, and also a certain number of my friends and associates, whom I judged to be in no mood to hear about strange dilating lights in the sky. @@ -171,9 +175,9 @@ This had begun to include heightened \sc{esp} and awareness of \dq{energy states Clearly, it was not wise to become assaultive against those who did not share this alteration of perception, or to stop random passersby on the street while pointing to the sky and insisting: \dq{We are not alone.} -As a recent contactee freakout, the first survival tactic which I learned was deliberate lunacy. Bethiwitch, with all of his highly-dramatized tales of fantastic astral journeys through outer space, had a great deal to teach me in this area. So did the surrealist and dada artists of the 1920s and 30s. As a trained writer and theatre artist, I was able to give the essence of this contactee experience what I believe is its first artistic form: \bt{The Witch City Whiz Bang}, which was issued off the Magik Mirror Press during the bicentennial year of 1975--76 in the town of Salem, Massachusetts, scene of the famous witch trials. +As a recent contactee freakout, the first survival tactic which I learned was deliberate lunacy. Bethiwitch, with all of his highly-dramatized tales of fantastic astral journeys through outer space, had a great deal to teach me in this area. So did the surrealist and dada artists of the 1920s and 30s. As a trained writer and theatre artist, I was able to give the essence of this contactee experience what I believe is its first artistic form: \booktitle{The Witch City Whiz Bang}, which was issued off the Magik Mirror Press during the bicentennial year of 1975--76 in the town of Salem, Massachusetts, scene of the famous witch trials. -During that year, I had an occult store in Salem which was basically a year-long celebration of the destiny of the United States as linked to expanded perception. The one-dollar bill bears the great seal of the United States, which shows to all an eye atop a pyramid, meaning the building of concrete items by the use of psychic perception. While in Salem, I built the \bt{Witch City Whiz Bang}. My \bt{Whiz Bang} cited the old \bt{Captain Billy's Whiz Bang Joke Book} and (with a certain degree of black humor) degrees of expanded perception within the context of the execution of Giordano Bruno, a Renaissance thinker who claimed there was life on other worlds. +During that year, I had an occult store in Salem which was basically a year-long celebration of the destiny of the United States as linked to expanded perception. The one-dollar bill bears the great seal of the United States, which shows to all an eye atop a pyramid, meaning the building of concrete items by the use of psychic perception. While in Salem, I built the \booktitle{Witch City Whiz Bang}. My \booktitle{Whiz Bang} cited the old \booktitle{Captain Billy's Whiz Bang Joke Book} and (with a certain degree of black humor) degrees of expanded perception within the context of the execution of Giordano Bruno, a Renaissance thinker who claimed there was life on other worlds. In my case, it was either public entertainment or private mayhem. During the year of 1974 and into 1975, I had learned to accept as regular daily occurrences lights appearing here and there in my house, telepathic messages to \dq{look outside the window: we are here,} followed by newspaper reports of \sc{ufo} sightings in the area, and last but not least let me mention a high-pitched \dq{generator whine} which was heard clearly by my husband after I woke him from a deep sleep to assert that my extra-terrestrial friends were just outside the window. @@ -183,7 +187,7 @@ I was beginning to feel more at home with Lobo and Bethiwitch, and a few older p An elder of one of these organizations told me a very interesting story. I will repeat this more or less verbatim: \Q{There was a little girl who could tell the future. She had a box with a bird on the top and every time she wanted to tell the future she would take out the box and consult the bird. One day, a group of people who wanted to be able to tell the future stole this box, but when they opened it they found that there was nothing inside, and the little girl told them the future.} -\noindent Which was probably that they would not be able to tell the future. At one time, I had considered calling this book: \bt{Two Years in the Bird Box}. +\noindent Which was probably that they would not be able to tell the future. At one time, I had considered calling this book: \booktitle{Two Years in the Bird Box}. \vskip 0.5em % TODO is this a real skip @@ -213,13 +217,13 @@ During the time I spent in this bird box, I was also occupied with other project It was early in 1976 that I met a man who had experienced a \sc{ufo} sighting and subsequent nervous breakdown while in the military. In response to his experience, I wrote a short article entitled \dq{Contactee,} which was published in Ufology magazine, then the slick-backed journal of the \sc{ufo} hotline. -The necessity of expressing Monroe's experience reawakened the reporter in me, and I immediately wrote an independent article on \sc{ufo} perception entitled \dq{The Astrebus.} This has been published in the Fall 1977 issue of \jt{Pursuit} magazine about a year and a quarter after its original composition. +The necessity of expressing Monroe's experience reawakened the reporter in me, and I immediately wrote an independent article on \sc{ufo} perception entitled \dq{The Astrebus.} This has been published in the Fall 1977 issue of \journaltitle{Pursuit} magazine about a year and a quarter after its original composition. I wrote \dq{The Astrebus} (which deals with the circumstantial aspects of \sc{ufo} contact and advances the idea of a language which is an active rebus) in somewhat of a fever which lasted about twelve hours on a Spring evening in 1976. Looking back on this sudden journalistic productivity, I find it strange. At the time, however, it seemed the natural and logical thing simply to stay up all night and write a ten-page article on states of heightened perception and ability as related to \sc{ufo} contact. -At about this same time, I woke up with the name of Warren Sequoia (the names have been changed in this book to preserve the other-worldly quality) firmly in mind, went to \jt{Gnostica} magazine, discovered he had done a review of \bt{The Invisible College} by Jacques Vallee, called a friend in California (with whom I had never discussed Sequoia) asked for Sequoia's address and sent him a xerox copy of \dq{The Astrebus.} +At about this same time, I woke up with the name of Warren Sequoia (the names have been changed in this book to preserve the other-worldly quality) firmly in mind, went to \journaltitle{Gnostica} magazine, discovered he had done a review of \booktitle{The Invisible College} by Jacques Vallee, called a friend in California (with whom I had never discussed Sequoia) asked for Sequoia's address and sent him a xerox copy of \dq{The Astrebus.} Sequoia certainly must have been amazed! He rallied, however, with several collages relative to mental development which I am still trying to decipher logically. @@ -235,7 +239,7 @@ This outburst brought me still more unexpected publicity. Representatives of this \dq{\sc{ufo} Two} group, believing that they could translate themselves materially into another continuum while still in their human bodies, came to my store in Salem asking me to attend their lecture at Salem State College. -This group has been documented and discussed in Brad Steiger's book \bt{The Gods of Aquarius}. They were among the most offensive individuals I have ever encountered. +This group has been documented and discussed in Brad Steiger's book \booktitle{The Gods of Aquarius}. They were among the most offensive individuals I have ever encountered. I suppose that because I was an eccentric in a small town with a \sc{ufo} sign in my window, they thought I would be sympathetic to this sort of immediate ascension. I was not, but felt I should attend their lecture anyway. @@ -251,7 +255,7 @@ The next day, a reporter from yet another of the local papers arrived at the Mag As I look back upon this bicentennial springtime activity (a play of mine, \playtitle{The Blues Deduction}, was also at this time being produced in Boston), I seriously wonder how I could possibly have done all this demanding and unusual mental activity without going bananas. -There were, of course, episodes of stress. I do remember sending a critic for the \journaltitle{Real Paper} (one Arthur Friedman) a Finast pound cake coupon. This was apropos of a negative review on a play that another critic accused me of plagiarizing from Robert Lowell. The accusation of plagiarism was rescinded (by Stephen Schiff of the \jt{Phoenix}, who received no free coupon) but perhaps it would have been more to my advantage if I claimed that Lowell wrote the play and I wrote \playtitle{The Big Knockover}. +There were, of course, episodes of stress. I do remember sending a critic for the \journaltitle{Real Paper} (one Arthur Friedman) a Finast pound cake coupon. This was apropos of a negative review on a play that another critic accused me of plagiarizing from Robert Lowell. The accusation of plagiarism was rescinded (by Stephen Schiff of the \journaltitle{Phoenix}, who received no free coupon) but perhaps it would have been more to my advantage if I claimed that Lowell wrote the play and I wrote \playtitle{The Big Knockover}. It is just as likely, Schiff. @@ -277,7 +281,7 @@ The next morning, there was a report on the radio (or was it the newspaper) that Certainly not the newspapers. In the context of my previous activity, any mention of this event might be taken as a wierdo bid for publicity. -But, wasn't I already a deliberate lunatic? The author of \bt{The Witch City Whiz Bang}? Yes. But there are limits even to deliberate lunacy. Public talk of \sc{ufo} lights in my bedroom might certainly brand me as hysteric. +But, wasn't I already a deliberate lunatic? The author of \booktitle{The Witch City Whiz Bang}? Yes. But there are limits even to deliberate lunacy. Public talk of \sc{ufo} lights in my bedroom might certainly brand me as hysteric. Deliberately, then, I decided like the Air Force to classify this unusual experience Top Secret, and filed it away in my \sc{ufo} memory system, for later information retrieval. @@ -313,7 +317,7 @@ The day that I signed the contract on my office space, both of my clocks had los I wanted to avoid the \dq{we are not alone} fanatics, and get genuine stories from people who had seen \sc{ufo}s, had dreamed of \sc{ufo}s and perhaps were in receipt of psychical communications from \sc{ufo} entities. -It is difficult to get genuine stories of this sort by advertising that \sc{ufo}s can do something funny to time and that your clocks have stopped working several times in conjunction with \sc{ufo} sightings. In fact, while I was writing up the report of the Monroe sighting which was published in \jt{Ufology}, a cuckoo clock which was lying on its side on one of the top shelves in my pantry began to tick loudly. +It is difficult to get genuine stories of this sort by advertising that \sc{ufo}s can do something funny to time and that your clocks have stopped working several times in conjunction with \sc{ufo} sightings. In fact, while I was writing up the report of the Monroe sighting which was published in \journaltitle{Ufology}, a cuckoo clock which was lying on its side on one of the top shelves in my pantry began to tick loudly. This clock runs by weights and there is no ordinary way such a clock can run at all by lying on its side. @@ -329,13 +333,13 @@ Now: back to my arrangements. I simply put an ad in one of the alternative papers to the effect that I was giving psychic readings, discussing magic and collecting information on \sc{ufo} sightings. I also put the sign \sc{ufo} Registry out on the street marquee downstairs. -Initially, I felt some unease at perhaps being confused with the International \sc{ufo} Registry (publishers of \jt{Ufology} and the \jt{\sc{ufo} Hotline} material) but since my sign said: \dq{\sc{ufo} Registry: Eugenia Macer-Story,} I gradually began to realize that there would be no confusion, since the average man or woman on the street has never heard of the International \sc{ufo} Registry. +Initially, I felt some unease at perhaps being confused with the International \sc{ufo} Registry (publishers of \journaltitle{Ufology} and the \journaltitle{\sc{ufo} Hotline} material) but since my sign said: \dq{\sc{ufo} Registry: Eugenia Macer-Story,} I gradually began to realize that there would be no confusion, since the average man or woman on the street has never heard of the International \sc{ufo} Registry. No one coming to the Shin Psychic Center and Friendly Tearoom really expects any liaison with the United Nations, except one woman I saw for a psychic reading recently, who felt somehow that \sc{ufo}s might unite the world. Action taken against acommon enemy, Theresa thought, might bring the warring nations of earth closer together. I told her that I thought we might have to leaflet Africa and Indochina, just to let them in on the campaign underway. However, as a matter of fact, a pencil jumped off my desk all by itself while I was talking to Theresa, and I did not really know how to interpret this occurrence. I picked it up off the floor. It seemed the most logical action at this time, just to pick up this flying pencil from where it had landed and put it back onto the desk. -Previous to closing my bicentennial celebration at the Magik Mirror in Salem, I had placed an ad in the \jt{Salem News} asking for eyewitness testimonials on the recent rash of North Shore sightings. I did receive several letters in reply to this ad. One of these letters was from a woman who said that she had seen a rectangular box flying next to her car. This note was written on a piece of Melaril notepaper. (Melaril, for the uninitiated, is a tranquilizer sometimes used in treating symptoms of psychosis.) +Previous to closing my bicentennial celebration at the Magik Mirror in Salem, I had placed an ad in the \journaltitle{Salem News} asking for eyewitness testimonials on the recent rash of North Shore sightings. I did receive several letters in reply to this ad. One of these letters was from a woman who said that she had seen a rectangular box flying next to her car. This note was written on a piece of Melaril notepaper. (Melaril, for the uninitiated, is a tranquilizer sometimes used in treating symptoms of psychosis.) I wrote back to this woman asking her what exactly she was flying high on at the time that she saw this rectangular box flying along beside her car. Nothing, she replied, indicating that she was a veterinarian's assistant, and had just jotted down news of her sighting on the first piece of paper that came to hand. @@ -359,10 +363,11 @@ Perhaps we are trying to communicate to ourselves that we are being visited from The following is a series of actual \sc{ufo} encounters related to me by people who voluntarily came into my office in Boston to report their sightings. I have changed the names since I promised the people who confided in me that I would change their names, but the personalities, events and effects of these sightings are substantially as related to me by the contactees involved. I have made no attempt to order these events logically or by any category of encounter whatsoever. I simply present these following \sc{ufo} narrations in chronological sequence: +\break + % ONE \nonum\sec ONE -\rightline{6\slash 24\slash 717} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{6\slash 24\slash 717} Having decided to arrange these \sc{ufo} sightings in chronological order, I went early to my office this morning and opened my file, which I thought was in chronological order. @@ -390,7 +395,7 @@ On 10\slash 21\slash 76, Larry Sands, the director of the Shin Psychic Center, c He also told me that there was word that this \sc{ufo} had shown up on a radar screen at Logan airport, but he could not definitely confirm this radar sighting. -According to Petersen, the actual event had taken place a week previously, on 10\slash 12\slash 76 at about one or two o'clock in the morning. He could not remember specific details of this sighting, but gave me the name of a local paper which had carried a more detailed story. When I called the \jt{Milford Daily News}, a woman gave me the name of a police officer who had witnessed the \sc{ufo}. She also told me that subsequent to publication of the news of this Bellingham sighting an individual identifying himself only as \dq{an astronomer} had called the paper to report that any bright light in the sky on 10\slash 12\slash 76 must have been the star Sirius. +According to Petersen, the actual event had taken place a week previously, on 10\slash 12\slash 76 at about one or two o'clock in the morning. He could not remember specific details of this sighting, but gave me the name of a local paper which had carried a more detailed story. When I called the \journaltitle{Milford Daily News}, a woman gave me the name of a police officer who had witnessed the \sc{ufo}. She also told me that subsequent to publication of the news of this Bellingham sighting an individual identifying himself only as \dq{an astronomer} had called the paper to report that any bright light in the sky on 10\slash 12\slash 76 must have been the star Sirius. I called the Bellingham police department on 10\slash 22\slash 76 and talked to the officer who had seen the \sc{ufo}. Sgt. Mullhaven told me that he had seen at home before being called by the station a multi-colored light in the sky which was flashing on and off. This was visible, Mullhaven told me, for about five hours and was seen from several locations. He gave me the name of the night dispatcher who had taken the original calls. @@ -398,7 +403,7 @@ When I finally reached this dispatcher on the phone, he was cooperative and told This light is reported to have flashed on and off and changed colors. It was in the sky for five to six hours and was witnessed by several private citizens and three police officers. -It is difficult for me to understand how this light could possibly have been the star Sirius. In his book \bt{Gods of Aquarius}, Brad Steiger mentions the visionary connection of \sc{ufo}s to the star Sirius, speculating on beings who may have come from the vicinity of this star. +It is difficult for me to understand how this light could possibly have been the star Sirius. In his book \booktitle{Gods of Aquarius}, Brad Steiger mentions the visionary connection of \sc{ufo}s to the star Sirius, speculating on beings who may have come from the vicinity of this star. I doubt that three non-visionary patrolmen could seriously have confused the star Sirius with a flashing light or a flashing light with the star Sirius. @@ -418,7 +423,7 @@ Just below my note about Jane Franklin's letter, I have written another note to % FIVE \nonum\sec FIVE -Diana Bradley reports, in a letter dated 9\slash 8\slash 76: \ldq{Dear sir: I am writing to you in regard to your letter in the \jt{Salem Evening News}. About a month ago on a Thursday night around 9:30 my boyfriend and I were driving down old Swampscott Road in Salem heading toward Swampscott. In the sky I noticed a very strange-looking craft. I asked my boyfriend if he thought it might be a plane. He said it definitely was not. We watched it for a few minutes. Then he took me home to my apartment. +Diana Bradley reports, in a letter dated 9\slash 8\slash 76: \ldq{Dear sir: I am writing to you in regard to your letter in the \journaltitle{Salem Evening News}. About a month ago on a Thursday night around 9:30 my boyfriend and I were driving down old Swampscott Road in Salem heading toward Swampscott. In the sky I noticed a very strange-looking craft. I asked my boyfriend if he thought it might be a plane. He said it definitely was not. We watched it for a few minutes. Then he took me home to my apartment. When I got in, I told my mother about it. It was saucer-shaped. It had a lot of lights blinking on and off in sequence. Red and white lights. My mother and I looked for it and found it. It was hovering over Swampscott and Salem for about an hour and a half that I know of. About 11 P.M. it started to head toward Marblehead very slowly. When it reached the ocean, it took off like a bolt of lightning. I never saw anything move so fast in my life. @@ -439,7 +444,7 @@ At the bottom of this description of the Kubouski sighting, I have written the c She is a very matter-of-fact woman who was encouraged to contact me by a neighbor whose son had been in to see me about his \sc{ufo} sighting earlier in the Spring of 1976. -Monroe's \sc{ufo} report may be found in the Fall 1976 issue of \jt{Ufology} magazine. +Monroe's \sc{ufo} report may be found in the Fall 1976 issue of \journaltitle{Ufology} magazine. At first I had hesitated about including the Kubouski sighting in this book because she was referred to me by Mrs. Monroe, and collusion or imagination might be suspected. @@ -458,16 +463,14 @@ Actually, according to source books, Helios lent Ph\ae ton his chariot and he dr Ph\ae ton must only have made this spectacular trip one time. In the sculpture that we were discussing, he is attended by a company of muses and the fires from his chariot do not seem to be very dangerous. -\rightline{6\slash 26\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{6\slash 26\slash 77} I decided to skip the weekend before continuing with this entry. The information which comprises this book has been collected over a period of two years, and yet I still do find it difficult to cope with these realities in any concentrated dosage. There seems always to be the necessity to make a joke or small talk. After we had discussed Greek mythology for a while, the man in red trousers told me that he had seen a strange unidentified light over the Aegean sea, which lies between Greece and Turkey. This was during a recent trip abroad and he was at this point traveling on a ship of some sort out among the smaller islands\ld \vskip 1em -\rightline{\e{The real 6\slash 27\slash 77}} -\vskip 1em +\date{\e{The real 6\slash 27\slash 77}} Actually, I cheated and wrote the preceding before taking off for the weekend, while I 'still had all of these thoughts of chariots straight in my head. During the actual weekend, I did go to see the science fiction film \filmtitle{Star Wars} with my six-year-old son. While we were waiting for the large red curtain to pull back on the semi-circular screen, he suggested a new concept in motion pictures: the rocket movie. @@ -516,7 +519,7 @@ Certainly, if we do have visitors from outer space, this is the end of the world % NINE \nonum\sec NINE -On December 31\tss{st}, 1976, just prior to the performance of my mummer's play \playtitle{New Day} at the Psychic Center as part of the citywide First Night celebration, a heavy-set young woman came into my office and wanted to talk about astral projection. +On December 31\textsuperscript{st}, 1976, just prior to the performance of my mummer's play \playtitle{New Day} at the Psychic Center as part of the citywide First Night celebration, a heavy-set young woman came into my office and wanted to talk about astral projection. Really, astral projection was the last thing on my mind just prior to this event. The heavy snow and personal quirks of the staff and the actors had for the moment rooted me right to the spot. There was no getting out of it: we were going to have to do this event, snow or no snow. @@ -531,22 +534,21 @@ This heavy-set young woman told me that her cousin Frank had experienced strange I asked if she had experienced any success with this astral projection, and she told me that she had seen in her concentrations beings with brown eyes and bluish-white skin who cannot breathe in this atmosphere. There is something mixed with this air which they cannot inhale or contact without first being innoculated, she told me. This seems reasonable, considering that---as related in the Salem woman's dream p. \pgref[salemdream]---chemical pollutants in the atmosphere may cause cancer. % TEN -\chap +\nonum\sec TEN -While I was out of town in January, a square black object fell through the ice of William McCarthy's pond in Wakefield, New Hampshire. \dq{When state officials enlarged the hole in the ice,} reports the \jt{Boston Globe}, \dq{They found no square black object or radioactivity\ld\ the state fish and game department took a sample of rock and sand from the pond for laboratory analysis. Otherwise there is nothing left to the story. Except: what made a hole three feet in diameter, perfectly rounded, the black hole in ice eighteen inches thick?} +While I was out of town in January, a square black object fell through the ice of William McCarthy's pond in Wakefield, New Hampshire. \dq{When state officials enlarged the hole in the ice,} reports the \journaltitle{Boston Globe}, \dq{They found no square black object or radioactivity\ld\ the state fish and game department took a sample of rock and sand from the pond for laboratory analysis. Otherwise there is nothing left to the story. Except: what made a hole three feet in diameter, perfectly rounded, the black hole in ice eighteen inches thick?} -What indeed? I deeply regretted that I had been out of town at the time. On a different metaphysical errand, I had to be in touch with the Society for the Investigation of the Unexplained, and asked them if they had noted this event. They told me that they had indeed moted this unexplained event, and somehow in the course of the same phone call it evolved that I was requested to write an article on conceptions of time for the relativity issue of \jt{Pursuit} magazine. +What indeed? I deeply regretted that I had been out of town at the time. On a different metaphysical errand, I had to be in touch with the Society for the Investigation of the Unexplained, and asked them if they had noted this event. They told me that they had indeed moted this unexplained event, and somehow in the course of the same phone call it evolved that I was requested to write an article on conceptions of time for the relativity issue of \journaltitle{Pursuit} magazine. I had already entitled this time concept \dq{Fluidice: Time as a Function of Prana,} and coincidentally all of my diagrams did concern a square (potentially-disappearable) box of time. -This article appeared in the Spring 1977 issue of \jt{Pursuit}.\ednote{See Appendix.} I do not know how hot a large fluid ice box would be in this continuum, but I do link flexible time boxes to living thermo-nuclear bodies such as the sun. +This article appeared in the Spring 1977 issue of \journaltitle{Pursuit}.\ednote{See Appendix.} I do not know how hot a large fluid ice box would be in this continuum, but I do link flexible time boxes to living thermo-nuclear bodies such as the sun. Certainly, such a box would not remain for long on the bottom of William McCarthy's pond. % ELEVEN \nonum\sec ELEVEN -\rightline{6\slash 26\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{6\slash 26\slash 77} I would now like to talk about the interconnected sightings which were referred to me by Helen in the early Fall. Or are these really inter-connected? @@ -583,7 +585,7 @@ I was in the Psychic Center earlier than usual, talking to actors who were about This engineer then told me that he once saw colored lights flashing in the sky over around the railroad yards. He is convinced these lights were \sc{ufo}s. We made an appointment for him to come in and talk about his sighting, and I hung up the phone and went back to the actors. Five minutes later, the phone rang and a gruff voice said: \dq{I'm calling about the bungalow.} -When I told him that this was still the Psychic Center and that we were not renting apartments, he became embarrassed and eventually did not show up to talk about his sighting in more detail. Later on, I found out that Rita Warnock was indeed renting a bungalow and had put the Psychic Center's number into the real estate section of the \jt{Globe}. So I had indeed contacted a genuine railroad engineer, and not a crank caller. I hope he found a bungalow with a good plumbing system. I have terrible trouble with my drains. +When I told him that this was still the Psychic Center and that we were not renting apartments, he became embarrassed and eventually did not show up to talk about his sighting in more detail. Later on, I found out that Rita Warnock was indeed renting a bungalow and had put the Psychic Center's number into the real estate section of the \journaltitle{Globe}. So I had indeed contacted a genuine railroad engineer, and not a crank caller. I hope he found a bungalow with a good plumbing system. I have terrible trouble with my drains. % THIRTEEN \nonum\sec THIRTEEN @@ -620,7 +622,7 @@ I told Frankie that I do feel there is a connection between \sc{ufo} and spirit I asked him if he thought that he himself was mediumistic or psychic in any way and he told me that he had been living in New Jersey in an apartment where the previous occupant had been found dead. -Things began to move around all by themselves in this apartment, and a picture actually fell off the wall. Frankie told me to read Bishop Pike's book \bt{The Other Side} in connection with this experience. He told me that his mother had also been psychic. She read the cards, he said, but never went into psychic reading professionally. +Things began to move around all by themselves in this apartment, and a picture actually fell off the wall. Frankie told me to read Bishop Pike's book \booktitle{The Other Side} in connection with this experience. He told me that his mother had also been psychic. She read the cards, he said, but never went into psychic reading professionally. While I was talking to Frankie on the telephone, I saw a flash of light pulse on the wall opposite. I took this to be some sort of signal that this particular phone call was important, and congratulated myself upon this occasion. @@ -639,8 +641,7 @@ When Frankie called me back the next day he was upset to hear about the behavior % SIXTEEN \nonum\sec SIXTEEN -\rightline{6\slash 29\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{6\slash 29\slash 77} A secretary of about thirty-five years of age came into my office wearing pink corduroy pants. She had originally been interested in a psychic reading, but when she saw the \sc{ufo} sign on my door she was interested in talking about a sighting in Pennsylvania during which several people experienced a high-pitched whining sound which vibrated the inner ear. @@ -659,9 +660,9 @@ With a name like Charlie Giftie, I thought (this pseudonym closely approximates I received back in the mail a xeroxed document in the form of a letter. This letter was eight pages in length and detailed both aspects of Giftie's own \sc{ufo} experience and other significant sightings around the world, one of which was documented by a photo taken in October of 1974 at 5:30 P.M. near Nuoro, Sardinia, Italy. -Giftie stated that: \dq{statements made here may sound strange, but so is the \sc{ufo} phenomenon itself.} He offered as examples of this strangeness: the Bible, \bt{The Origin and Destiny of Man} by Edgar Cayce, \bt{Mysteries of Time and Space} by Brad Steiger and \bt{Somebody Else Is On The Moon} by George Leonard. Giftie also announced that he himself was about to publish a book entitled: \bt{\sc{ufo}s and the USA or The Monolith's Prostitute}. \bt{The Monolith's Prostitute} was scheduled to be issued on Shape Press at some future date, and could be purchased in advance for \$12.50. +Giftie stated that: \dq{statements made here may sound strange, but so is the \sc{ufo} phenomenon itself.} He offered as examples of this strangeness: the Bible, \booktitle{The Origin and Destiny of Man} by Edgar Cayce, \booktitle{Mysteries of Time and Space} by Brad Steiger and \booktitle{Somebody Else Is On The Moon} by George Leonard. Giftie also announced that he himself was about to publish a book entitled: \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s and the USA or The Monolith's Prostitute}. \booktitle{The Monolith's Prostitute} was scheduled to be issued on Shape Press at some future date, and could be purchased in advance for \$12.50. -I did not feel that I could afford to order Giftie's \bt{Prostitute} in advance. However, I was intrigued by his statement that he had \dq{instituted a one-million-dollar lawsuit against the Commonwealth of Massachusetts and certain police agencies for blatant violation of legal statutes and civil rights involving merely reporting a \sc{ufo} sighting.} +I did not feel that I could afford to order Giftie's \booktitle{Prostitute} in advance. However, I was intrigued by his statement that he had \dq{instituted a one-million-dollar lawsuit against the Commonwealth of Massachusetts and certain police agencies for blatant violation of legal statutes and civil rights involving merely reporting a \sc{ufo} sighting.} Giftie stated in other parts of this form letter and during subsequent phone conversations that he had been illegally placed under restraint twice for insisting on the reality of \sc{ufo}s. I do not know exactly what Charlie Giftie did to deserve this restraint. Perhaps he stood in some public park and yelled: \dq{\sc{ufo}s and the USA! \ld\ The monolith's prostitute!} @@ -725,9 +726,9 @@ rendered against a dark background by the surrealist artist Salvador Dali. \midinsert -\picw=3.5in\inspic{img/figureone.png} +\cent{\picw=3.5in\inspic{figureone.png}} \cskip -\caption/f Facsimile of photo developed (July 1970) +\caption/f[torresphoto] Facsimile of photo developed (July 1970) \endinsert The object recorded on the Torres \sc{ufo} photo is altogether unearthly. Unlike the vehicles represented in \filmtitle{Star Wars} and other science-fiction adventures, it shows no evidence of rocket propulsion devices but seems simply to be hovering sideways in the air in front of a darkened horizon. @@ -736,7 +737,7 @@ Since I did promise Torres that this photo would not be published in this book, One of the original color xerox copies now resides in the files of the Society for the Investigation of the Unexplained. As far as I have been able to ascertain, this photo was genuine. -In shape, Torres' flying fried egg resembles several other elliptical objects which have received publicity in the small \sc{ufo} journals such as \jt{Ufology} and \jt{Flying Saucer Review}. +In shape, Torres' flying fried egg resembles several other elliptical objects which have received publicity in the small \sc{ufo} journals such as \journaltitle{Ufology} and \journaltitle{Flying Saucer Review}. % NINETEEN \nonum\sec NINETEEN @@ -794,7 +795,7 @@ In connection with word on Adamski and flying saucers, Shanti was going through I found the news that I would have to heal myself distressing, since I do have a few old nerve injuries and this exhortation to \dq{heal myself} seemed an impossible command and redolant of Shanti's background of charismatic and pentacostal religions. She is an ordained minister of one of these sects, and will say almost anything if she feels the spirit move her. -So I went to the library to get \bt{Flying Saucers Have Landed} in order to get Shanti off my back. However, although it is listed in the card catalogue, there was no actual volume available on the shelf, so events spared me Adamski. +So I went to the library to get \booktitle{Flying Saucers Have Landed} in order to get Shanti off my back. However, although it is listed in the card catalogue, there was no actual volume available on the shelf, so events spared me Adamski. % TWENTY-ONE \nonum\sec TWENTY-ONE @@ -809,7 +810,7 @@ I did intend to query Warren Sequoia about his \sc{ufo} sighting in person, but I felt reasonably unaltered mentally while in Los Angeles, where I toured the city, decided to write a long poem (\poemtitle{Trip 1011\slash Destination 4031}: now scheduled for publication in the Stone Soup \booktitle{East\slash West Anthology}, whenever they get together enough money to publish that anthology) and watched the Academy Awards on TV while eating a pizza with a group of unemployed actors. -Upon arriving in San Francisco, I still felt reasonably unaltered, but then during the day on March 31\tss{st} something got into me, much as I suppose something must have gotten into Shanti during the four days she was pestering me about Adamski and the vibrational levels of my bodily mechanism. +Upon arriving in San Francisco, I still felt reasonably unaltered, but then during the day on March 31\textsuperscript{st} something got into me, much as I suppose something must have gotten into Shanti during the four days she was pestering me about Adamski and the vibrational levels of my bodily mechanism. Subsequent to finding out that the Dawn Horse bookstore had just inexplicably burned down, and while enjoying a maple nut doughnut just across the street from the damage, I began to have the idea that April Fools Day was in some way connected with \sc{ufo}s. This came over me gradually. After finishing my doughnut, I noticed a sign in a camera store across the street which read Metaphysical Books. @@ -849,8 +850,7 @@ Really: the Executive Services Program representative just walked right in here. % TWENTY-THREE \nonum\sec TWENTY-THREE -\rightline{7\slash 1\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{7\slash 1\slash 77} The difference between the Parker House \sc{ufo} and my transformation into a \sc{ufo} lies primarily in the area of awareness and intention. For example: why on earth did a functionary of the Parker House arrive conveniently into my office on 6\slash 30\slash 77 with a convenient example for this book? @@ -901,19 +901,19 @@ Next in my file is \dq{Truth Declassified,} a brochure which I received in respo This is quite a question. -I did order the book \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} from Frankie's reference and found it to be dedicated to the \dq{unsung and often-maligned heroes of the Second World War.} +I did order the book \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} from Frankie's reference and found it to be dedicated to the \dq{unsung and often-maligned heroes of the Second World War.} There seems to be some confusion or connection here between \sc{ufo}s and war activities. It is a widely circulated rumor that Hitler himself was mediumistic and deeply into astrology and other occult activities. The Nazi swastica itself is the reversed occult symbol for the four dimensions: \e{time, and the three dimensional locations}, which are also of importance to mathematicians. -\bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} does not mention this fact, but ends with a very useful appendix of newspaper clippings which have been duplicated from English language newspapers exactly as they were published, right down to the ragged corners. These clippings have datelines from all over the world. +\booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} does not mention this fact, but ends with a very useful appendix of newspaper clippings which have been duplicated from English language newspapers exactly as they were published, right down to the ragged corners. These clippings have datelines from all over the world. -Otherwise, the composition of \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} seems a little crazy to me. The author has indeed achieved some sort of an insight, but due to prejudices stemming from World War II has not been able to make this insight cohere. +Otherwise, the composition of \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} seems a little crazy to me. The author has indeed achieved some sort of an insight, but due to prejudices stemming from World War II has not been able to make this insight cohere. Mattern-Friedrech describes the German nation as a colony either from the German-speaking \dq{Saturnanians} or \dq{the outer earth beachhead of the inner earth civilization.} -I wrote to my correspondent at the publishers of \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon}, asking the following questions. The following answers were written in below the questions, and my original letter was returned: +I wrote to my correspondent at the publishers of \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon}, asking the following questions. The following answers were written in below the questions, and my original letter was returned: {\def\Q{\llap{Q:}}\def\A{\llap{A:}}\narrower\parindent=0pt\parskip=0pt \Q Are you aware of the psychic factor in \sc{ufo} contact? @@ -938,7 +938,7 @@ I wrote to my correspondent at the publishers of \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weap My correspondent added that he was \dq{going to Europe this summer to contact \sc{ufo} specialists and related people.} -Along with Mattern-Friedrech, the author of \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon}, I cannot make all of this information cohere, except simply to remember the story told to me by the woman in the maroon coat (Section 8) last winter. She says that she saw a circular aircraft over the Danube River in Hungary during an air raid alert in 1944, +Along with Mattern-Friedrech, the author of \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon}, I cannot make all of this information cohere, except simply to remember the story told to me by the woman in the maroon coat (Section 8) last winter. She says that she saw a circular aircraft over the Danube River in Hungary during an air raid alert in 1944, Was this aircraft a similar sighting to the one she later experienced in the United States, or was it a Nazi secret weapon? @@ -947,7 +947,7 @@ Is it possible that a Nazi functionary familiar with secret circular aircraft, t I have drawn below (\ref[stoppedfan]) the image of a circular spinning object with windows, standing still. This is similar to the "Flugetrad" or "wingwheel" designed by the Nazis for vertical takeoff, which is included in Mattern-Friedrech's book. These objects are not the same, but they \e{are} similar. One of the most important aspects of their similarity is that they look more different standing still, than when blurred into a solid ellipse while spinning. \midinsert -\picw=3.5in\inspic{img/stoppedfan.png} +\cent{\picw=3.5in\inspic{stoppedfan.png}} \cskip \caption/f[stoppedfan] Stopped fan. \endinsert @@ -959,10 +959,9 @@ This was requested by a friend of mine who does children's plays in New York Cit % TWENTY-FIVE \nonum\sec TWENTY-FIVE -\rightline{7\slash 5\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{7\slash 5\slash 77} -On July 4\tss{th}, while I was busy redrafting \playtitle{My Sandwich Exploded}, the phone rang and a man told me that he had seen my ad on \sc{ufo}s and wanted to report a \sc{ufo} sighting. +On July 4\textsuperscript{th}, while I was busy redrafting \playtitle{My Sandwich Exploded}, the phone rang and a man told me that he had seen my ad on \sc{ufo}s and wanted to report a \sc{ufo} sighting. He told me that he links \sc{ufo}s with psychic phenomena and that the psychic sensation he connects with \sc{ufo}s is like \dq{walking through the rain in a rubber suit.} @@ -1010,7 +1009,7 @@ This light was large, not a meteorite, and might have been a weather satellite. % TWENTY-SEVEN \nonum\sec TWENTY-SEVEN -Next in my file is a highly unusual clipping from the Boston \jt{Herald American} dated May 16, 1977. This details the story of a retired maintenance man from Dracut, Massachusetts and his two sons, aged 12 and 14, who were chased by a hairy, nine-foot tall creature near Hollis, New Hampshire. Laid out beside this story is another story which occurred within the same span of time. This tells of two Dover, Massachusetts teenagers who saw a small, monkey-like figure with a \dq{figure 8 head} standing on top of a broken stone wall. This being was said to have had bright orange eyes. +Next in my file is a highly unusual clipping from the Boston \journaltitle{Herald American} dated May 16, 1977. This details the story of a retired maintenance man from Dracut, Massachusetts and his two sons, aged 12 and 14, who were chased by a hairy, nine-foot tall creature near Hollis, New Hampshire. Laid out beside this story is another story which occurred within the same span of time. This tells of two Dover, Massachusetts teenagers who saw a small, monkey-like figure with a \dq{figure 8 head} standing on top of a broken stone wall. This being was said to have had bright orange eyes. % TWENTY-EIGHT \nonum\sec TWENTY-EIGHT @@ -1079,7 +1078,7 @@ Note in % \midinsert \centerline{\hbox to 3.5in{\parfillskip=0pt Boston \hfill New York \hfill California\par}} -\centerline{\picw=3.5in\inspic{img/diagramone.png}} +\centerline{\picw=3.5in\inspic{diagramone.png}} \cskip \caption/f[diagramone] \endinsert @@ -1104,8 +1103,7 @@ It is my hope that the Torres journals will help to prevent some of this needles \centerline{\sc{Please Consult Diagram One}} -\rightline{4\slash 27\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{4\slash 27\slash 77} Torres called just a split second after I had hung up the phone after talking to another man who was delayed in coming over for dinner. He seemed morose and wanted his \sc{ufo} photo back. Probably on the subconscious level he was picking up telepathically that I was interested in another man. @@ -1113,8 +1111,7 @@ Also, he told me that the pianist who had played the Beethoven concert he sponso Again I asked him to contact his cousin in Argentina (the one who took the picture of the \sc{ufo}) and ask for details as to why his mother and cousin were on that particular sightseeing trip. Also I asked for any strange dreams or paranormal details which his mother or cousin might remember. -\rightline{4\slash 28\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{4\slash 28\slash 77} Torres gave me another healing treatment, holding my upper arm in his hands. At a certain point, he said he felt a particularly strong influx of energy, and I could feel that the surface of his palms had actually grown hotter, like raising the adjustment on a heating pad. @@ -1134,8 +1131,7 @@ I gave Torres back his \sc{ufo} photo, keeping a couple of color xerox copies st Due to my own laughter, I am also learning more about Torres' strange sense of humor. He told me he had written a short piece (I'm not sure if it's a story or a play) entitled \dq{The Sale of a Dead Man.} This is supposed to be some sort of takeoff on Miller's \playtitle{Death of a Salesman}. Torres told me that he eventually changed the title \dq{Sale of a Dead Man} to \dq{Juanita,} so I assume that this is another of his unfortunate women, probably selling a dead man down the river. Additionally, he told me that when he was an altar boy the kids used to try and make him laugh while he was assisting at communion, and that in order to discourage this he would force the sharp edge of the patin against their throats as they were taking the host. In retrospect, he admitted, this is not as funny as it seemed at the time. -\rightline{5\slash 4\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 4\slash 77} Today I got a letter from Edinburgh University indicating that they have no name on record which corresponds to the information which came through from the entity claiming to be the music teacher. I felt very depressed about this, especially as there had been an incident which was negative during a reading earlier in the day. @@ -1149,8 +1145,7 @@ I can definitely move the pendulum on my own (or by mediumistically-generated en He suggested that we try to see if spirits were present in connection with the moving of the pendulum. I did a meditation for safety and protection, and requested the aid of the spirits. The pendulum did move a bit in response to this, but became less the focus of attention than the fact that I spontaneously began to address this pendulum in broken Spanish. I do not usually speak Spanish, though I do know some of the language from college. Subsequently Torres and I saw several dark spots of some shadowy substance moving cloudlike across the floor. This had the shape of a large cloud, then a formation of several smaller clouds. Definitely there is some very strange spirit (\sc{ufo} manipulation via the astral?) activity connected with this entire operation. It is certainly beyond my understanding at this point. -\rightline{5\slash 5\slash 71} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 5\slash 71} It has occurred to me that the name \dq{Fox} which occurred as an auxiliary name to the Edinburgh communication may be of importance. I now feel psychically that the name Fox may have slipped through to me accidentally as part of the real spirit entity impersonating the fictional Kinkaid. I connect Fox with sadistic aspects of this earthbound entity which haunts Torres, and sometimes manifests through his personality. In my concentration on the entity who is not from Edinburgh I saw two prominent images: one of a man having intercourse with several women in succession, throwing them over his shoulder as in an assembly line, and the other of someone smashing a woman''s face into a pie plate. I connect this definitely with the strange Torres' writings on women, one of which is quite proudly the result of automatic writing. Who was or is Fox? @@ -1166,23 +1161,21 @@ I was moved just now to do some automatic writing myself, and got the phrase: \d Torres has told me that subsequent to one of his \dq{inspired} piano sessions his hands bled from so much hard playing. I wonder what he actually sounded like. -\rightline{5\slash 6\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 6\slash 77} -I felt like looking up \dq{Fox} in the card catalogue of the library and (incredibly!) found the name of James Fox, the pseudonym of a writer named James Knipscheer (a K-sounding name, indeed!) who has written a novel entitled \bt{Operation Dancing Dog}. This is the only book by Knipscheer-Fox shelved in the Boston Library. This title has resonance of the idea of manipulation of human beings by \sc{ufo} entities. Also, as a typical American adventure novel, I suppose it does contain elements of violence. It was unavailable on the shelf, so I put in a request order. +I felt like looking up \dq{Fox} in the card catalogue of the library and (incredibly!) found the name of James Fox, the pseudonym of a writer named James Knipscheer (a K-sounding name, indeed!) who has written a novel entitled \booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog}. This is the only book by Knipscheer-Fox shelved in the Boston Library. This title has resonance of the idea of manipulation of human beings by \sc{ufo} entities. Also, as a typical American adventure novel, I suppose it does contain elements of violence. It was unavailable on the shelf, so I put in a request order. -Also, I found in the catalogue a Norman Fox who died in 1960. This Fox wrote \bt{The Devil's Saddle}, among other Westerns. But \bt{The Devil's Saddle} (which was in the library) has a Calamity Jane-type figure in it and a happy ending, so I do not really find any significance in this particular coincidence, though there are a few fistfights out in the corral and at other locations. +Also, I found in the catalogue a Norman Fox who died in 1960. This Fox wrote \booktitle{The Devil's Saddle}, among other Westerns. But \booktitle{The Devil's Saddle} (which was in the library) has a Calamity Jane-type figure in it and a happy ending, so I do not really find any significance in this particular coincidence, though there are a few fistfights out in the corral and at other locations. -John Fox, who wrote a book entitled \bt{Christmas Night with Satan}, also seems like quite a long shot in terms of this particular dilemma. There is no other Fox listed with a K-sounding alternate name, so I am quite sure that Fox-Knipscheer is the author I should consult, though he is not yet dead. +John Fox, who wrote a book entitled \booktitle{Christmas Night with Satan}, also seems like quite a long shot in terms of this particular dilemma. There is no other Fox listed with a K-sounding alternate name, so I am quite sure that Fox-Knipscheer is the author I should consult, though he is not yet dead. According to the card catalogue, Fox-Knipscheer is alive and living in California. So, whatever spirit was playing tricks with me at least has access to the Boston Public Library. Additionally, I am now reminded of the famous (now infamous) Fox family spirit rappings which started the seance craze earlier in this century. There are several books on this subject in the card catalogue under \dq{Fox,} but they were not in the library. I remember enough from previous readings about the Fox mediums to have now a question in my mind about the identity of the trickster entity, in terms of this now-deceased Fox family. There was some degree of violence and trickery in those manifestations. -However, the Knipscheer with pseudonym Fox, though living, seems to be the entity indicated at this time. It is really beyond coincidence to find a K-sounding name linked with \dq{Fox} and the very idea of \bt{Operation Dancing Dog}. I hope I can logate the book. +However, the Knipscheer with pseudonym Fox, though living, seems to be the entity indicated at this time. It is really beyond coincidence to find a K-sounding name linked with \dq{Fox} and the very idea of \booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog}. I hope I can logate the book. -\rightline{5\slash 1\slash 717} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 1\slash 717} Torres calls agitated. He tells me an Uncle of his has died in South America. He wants to know if this is possibly the reason for the recent ectoplasmic and shadowy clouds which were seen in connection with my suddenly speaking Spanish. I tell him no. The date of the ectoplasmic appearances does not correspond to the date of his Uncle's death. He comes over to my apartment. We concentrate and the penduluin moves. Several ectoplasmic shapes are seen. He asks me about his dead uncle and ! bring through several evidential details psychically, but Uncle is not present in spirit. @@ -1192,9 +1185,9 @@ Torres at the end of this extravaganza became excited and wanted to found a \dq{ I found his comprehension of this situation bizarre in the extreme. He seemed happy about it, but I would not personally find being gang-banged by spirits one happy event. -Also, there was another strange incident. One of the ectoplasmic forms drifted over a copy of \jt{Esquire} magazine which was on my floor and Torres immediately picked up \jt{Esquire} and put it to one side, saying: \dq{It doesn't like this.} +Also, there was another strange incident. One of the ectoplasmic forms drifted over a copy of \journaltitle{Esquire} magazine which was on my floor and Torres immediately picked up \journaltitle{Esquire} and put it to one side, saying: \dq{It doesn't like this.} -Later (and this actually, to my immediate hilarity, happened) another shadowy cloud materialized stubbornly over \jt{Esquire}, where Torres had moved it. Why was this? +Later (and this actually, to my immediate hilarity, happened) another shadowy cloud materialized stubbornly over \journaltitle{Esquire}, where Torres had moved it. Why was this? Evidently, some part of these manifestations have to do with sex. They also have to do with an entity or entities who possess a rather weird sense of humor. Or is this really so weird? I can conceive of some well-intentioned ectoplasmic entity trying to signal to me the basis of Torres or Torres\slash Fox\slash \sc{ufo}naught's derangement. I really do not feel that in this session I was being played with or manipulated mentally. It was the intention of the entity to signal us in some way. A name which came across to me psychically as concerned with the identity of spirits present was Dom or Dominick. Torres says this is not the name of his uncle and I do not know any one or thing named Dom or Dominick. I used to go to a bar in New York we called the Dom. This was during a rather wild period of my life. @@ -1202,8 +1195,7 @@ After writing this entry, I was sitting staring into space, thinking, when I saw This figurine was of a man playing a guitar. I play the guitar professionally, and began to do this when I was in New York City. As I picked up the figurine and looked at it, I was filled with nostalgic thoughts about guitars. A different sort of music from Torres' classical music. Or was this Fox\slash \sc{ufo}naught leading me up the garden path again? I felt the need to trace the name Dominick in a very impersonal way. I looked up the name Dominick in a sourcebook on the occult and discovered that St. Dominick was a famous persecutor of witches. -\rightline{5\slash 10\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 10\slash 77} I have told Torres about my suspicions regarding the entity with which he is involved, as he tells me he is about to make a hare-brained investment in a \dq{psychic center} specializing in \dq{pyramid power,} an action which resembles his previous financial mishap regarding concerts by spiritual direction. He told me that his brother had told him that \sc{ufo}s had been sighted along the East Coast on the day of our first ectoplasmic manifestation. This probably did happen, but I did not see any word of the sighting in the Boston papers. Torres seemed very interested in the idea that the drifting shadows of ectoplasm had resembled mini-\sc{ufo}s. It is true that in context of the original \sc{ufo} photo an ectoplasmic cloud which then divides and becomes a flotilla of little clouds drifting in the same direction, as if riding on a current of some sort, associatively and otherwise, does resemble \sc{ufo} manifestations. This seems too neat. @@ -1213,17 +1205,15 @@ I warned Torres about the possibility of this sort of spirit and told him that h Definitely, I will cease my \dq{healing} treatments, as I believe that the effects derived stem partially from my own energies triggered somehow by the trickster entity working through Torres. In this context, I do not know what to make of the original \sc{ufo} photograph. -\rightline{5\slash 12\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 12\slash 77} -\bt{Operation Dancing Dog} was located in the library. It turns out to be a pulp mystery about international intrigue, parts of which are set in Bogota, Colombia. Since the \sc{ufo} photo was taken in South America, this is extremely interesting. Also, of course, Torres comes from South America, as did his late uncle. +\booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog} was located in the library. It turns out to be a pulp mystery about international intrigue, parts of which are set in Bogota, Colombia. Since the \sc{ufo} photo was taken in South America, this is extremely interesting. Also, of course, Torres comes from South America, as did his late uncle. There are episodes of sadism in this book and several passages which describe Nazis who hide by fundamentally changing their physical appearance. This has resonance for me of Pinto's strange opera \playtitle{Gardenia} and relates for me also to an organization in Canada which is now publishing information on what is described as Nazi occultist\slash \sc{ufo} activity during World War II. I have just received their information. Additionally, Fox-Knipscheer has studied at several European universities, according to the book jacket blurb. I wonder if he was ever in Scotland. Descriptions of the dilletante-like life in California mirror some of my own recent experiences there, which I described in my poem \poemtitle{Trip 1011. Departure 4031.}\ednote{is this consistent} This was completed less than a month ago. -As a subplot in Operation Dancing Dog, there is a husband who encourages his wife to have extra-marital affairs due to the fact that he is impotent. There are a few funny scenes with regard to this. This impotent husband seems in this respect to share the self-effacing mentality of \playtitle{Gardenia}, and actually there is quite a gruesome scene in \bt{Operation Dancing Dog} about a man with an eye injury who must wear patches over both eyes. Is a Dancing Dog much like a chess-playing pigeon? Torres did write a short play about a chess-playing pigeon. Did Fox\slash Knipscheer ever expect such an exegesis? I really cannot come to any decision about the final meaning of all this, except that it seems to be quite definitely resonant with meaningful coincidences which go nowhere. +As a subplot in Operation Dancing Dog, there is a husband who encourages his wife to have extra-marital affairs due to the fact that he is impotent. There are a few funny scenes with regard to this. This impotent husband seems in this respect to share the self-effacing mentality of \playtitle{Gardenia}, and actually there is quite a gruesome scene in \booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog} about a man with an eye injury who must wear patches over both eyes. Is a Dancing Dog much like a chess-playing pigeon? Torres did write a short play about a chess-playing pigeon. Did Fox\slash Knipscheer ever expect such an exegesis? I really cannot come to any decision about the final meaning of all this, except that it seems to be quite definitely resonant with meaningful coincidences which go nowhere. -\rightline{5\slash 16\slash 71} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{5\slash 16\slash 71} Torres calls me up complaining in a childish way that I once saw a flash of light from a car and called it a spirit. He told me that he had seen other psychic people in the interim and that my \dq{channels were not clear.} @@ -1239,7 +1229,7 @@ So: what happened? \centerline{{\typoscale[1200/]\sc{Torres Rebus} 5\slash 28\slash 77}} -{\parintent=0pt +{\parindent=0pt \e{Pieces:} @@ -1247,7 +1237,7 @@ So: what happened? \e{Two:} Torres is a Latin American expatriate who has been in this country for fifteen years. He has a \sc{ufo} photo which was taken in South America in 1969. He believes he is a psychic healer, and was touching Macer-Story's upper arm at the time sensation returned to the nerve. He also directed and encouraged Macer-Story to attempt moving the pendulum by psychokinesis. -\e{three:} Fox-Knipscheer lives in California and has written a novel of international intrigue entitled \bt{Operation Dancing Dog}. There are significant parallels between \bt{Operation Dancing Dog} and details of Torres' and Macer-Story's writings and private lives. Fox-Knipscheer's novel was located as the result of a seance. +\e{three:} Fox-Knipscheer lives in California and has written a novel of international intrigue entitled \booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog}. There are significant parallels between \booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog} and details of Torres' and Macer-Story's writings and private lives. Fox-Knipscheer's novel was located as the result of a seance. \e{four:} Bill Babaloo has just traveled to London. Ben Shenks has just traveled to Detroit. They report that they have been enjoying themselves immensely. Neither has any detailed knowledge of \dq{Notes on Torres.} @@ -1256,7 +1246,7 @@ So: what happened? \e{six:} A spirit or \sc{ufo} entity (or entities) influencing Torres and Macer-Story. \midinsert -\centerline{\picw=3.5in\inspic{img/diagramtwo.png}} +\centerline{\picw=3.5in\inspic{diagramtwo.png}} \cskip \caption/f[diagramtwo] \endinsert @@ -1295,7 +1285,7 @@ I have retained my ability to move the pendulum at will without touching it, but All of these incidents of mental effect on the physical are directly related to the ancient occult teaching that there is a circulation of \dq{pranic} or psychic energies through the physical body. These are mental energies which interpenetrate the physicai, and they are able to activate events materially in a way which has previously been unexplained. -In an article written for \jt{Pursuit} magazine previous to my encounter with Torres (Section 10) I place the pranic link with the electromagnetic spectrum as occurring within the area of time-frequency. In \sc{ufo} contact, it is the pranic energy circulation which is affected and sensitivity to \sc{esp} and spirit communication may be permanently enhanced. +In an article written for \journaltitle{Pursuit} magazine previous to my encounter with Torres (Section 10) I place the pranic link with the electromagnetic spectrum as occurring within the area of time-frequency. In \sc{ufo} contact, it is the pranic energy circulation which is affected and sensitivity to \sc{esp} and spirit communication may be permanently enhanced. Because in the modern Western world we have little or no education in pranic contact: what is likely to happen during pranic communication, and what it actually feels like physically, the percipient either of a strange craft using pranic energy for manifestation or of a strong \sc{esp} and\slash or mystical experience is apt to feel shame and embarrassment. @@ -1328,8 +1318,7 @@ I have found that in making the pendulum move without physically touching it, th % THIRTY-ONE \nonum\sec THIRTY-ONE -\rightline{1\slash 1\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{1\slash 1\slash 77} Still waiting to hear from Karnstedt about his energen. Still waiting to talk about rain therapy, which I will be doing this evening. @@ -1337,7 +1326,7 @@ Meanwhile, speaking of mental alterations, my correspondents the Canadian Nazi p It seems that someone identified as connected with this organization has been interrupting other \sc{ufo} gatherings with something-or-other delivered as a loud harangue. -I quote from a letter of protest: \dq{The book \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} has no basis in fact, and seeks to perpetuate the myth that Adolf Hitler is still alive and is unleashing \sc{ufo}s to force the world to buckle under to the Nazi criminals\ld\ They, and their numbers are few, have been ordered off the premises of a series of public auditoriums where they have been harrassing \sc{ufo} investigators who give lectures there.} +I quote from a letter of protest: \dq{The book \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} has no basis in fact, and seeks to perpetuate the myth that Adolf Hitler is still alive and is unleashing \sc{ufo}s to force the world to buckle under to the Nazi criminals\ld\ They, and their numbers are few, have been ordered off the premises of a series of public auditoriums where they have been harrassing \sc{ufo} investigators who give lectures there.} Perhaps this is uncontrolled pranic channeling. @@ -1346,8 +1335,7 @@ So while I am still waiting for word on the more benign aspects of interdimensio % THIRTY-TWO \nonum\sec THIRTY-TWO -\rightline{7\slash 8\slash 717} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{7\slash 8\slash 717} My interview with Mark Simons, the rain therapy man, was overwhelming. As with \dq{Notes on Torres,} I do not feel that I now have the ability to analyze this experience for any \dq{significance} or logical rationale. @@ -1361,7 +1349,7 @@ This gave me a bit of a jolt as in the novel which I wrote so quickly after my \ Not only that, Rosie! \ld\ but Mark Simons resembles my character Benjamin X. Emery both in personality and inclination. -If you want to find out about Benjamin X. Emery you can read my novel \bt{Project Midas}, to be published in 1979 by Anthelion Press. +If you want to find out about Benjamin X. Emery you can read my novel \booktitle{Project Midas}, to be published in 1979 by Anthelion Press. Non-fictionally, Mark Simons told me that he got interested in \sc{ufo} research when he was younger due to an incident which had occurred ata family wedding, when his sister's hushand, who at that time was involved with military research of some sort, reacted violently to Mark's question on \sc{ufo}s, telling him: \dq{Shut up on this subject, or I'll embarrass your sister.} Subsequent to this incident, Mark told me, he began to collect all the data and anecdotes on \sc{ufo}s which he could gather. It was not until 1974, however, that Mark actually encountered any \sc{ufo} phenomena. He was driving toward Randolph, Massachusetts on a Saturday night, going down Route 29 west toward Route 24, @@ -1401,7 +1389,7 @@ These terms, according to Simons (remember: I have absolutely no way to check th I don't know. I am simply relating this story as it was related to me. If it is true, of course, it is outrageous. -Simons once again broke off his narration on \sc{ufo} phenomena to tell me that gypsies have for years known about these forcefields and vortex manifestations, but that they would never reveal their mastery of psychic effects to a gorgio. I am a bit of a gypsy myself, and was about to tell him that gypsies could indeed be very persuasive mentally when Simons reached into the pile of books he had brought to my office and---in true gypsy fashion---brought forth the xerox of a document entitled: \bt{Introductory Space Science, volume II, Department of Physics, United States Air Force Academy}, which someone had lightfingered off the premises of the Air Force Academy in Colorado several years ago. +Simons once again broke off his narration on \sc{ufo} phenomena to tell me that gypsies have for years known about these forcefields and vortex manifestations, but that they would never reveal their mastery of psychic effects to a gorgio. I am a bit of a gypsy myself, and was about to tell him that gypsies could indeed be very persuasive mentally when Simons reached into the pile of books he had brought to my office and---in true gypsy fashion---brought forth the xerox of a document entitled: \booktitle{Introductory Space Science, volume II, Department of Physics, United States Air Force Academy}, which someone had lightfingered off the premises of the Air Force Academy in Colorado several years ago. Fetchingly, Simons has interleaved his copy of this document with decals and newspaper clippings which advertise unusual ariel phenomena from the non-military and secular point of view. @@ -1426,8 +1414,7 @@ I have not noticed that I turn on in a rainstorm. Although, as I mentioned, it i % THIRTY-THREE \nonum\sec THIRTY-THREE -\rightline{7\slash 9\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{7\slash 9\slash 77} Feeling impatient and also exhilarated by the possible importance of an Air Force document on \sc{ufo}s, I called Karnstedt in California to ask if he knew anyone who had been studying the official intrigue attached to \sc{ufo} research. @@ -1454,8 +1441,7 @@ Oh yeah! What an interesting coincidence that was \ld\ I felt like calling Karns % THIRTY-FOUR \nonum\sec THIRTY-FOUR -\rightline{7\slash 11\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{7\slash 11\slash 77} Feeling encouraged by my recent use of the telephone, I think today I will call Mark Simons and ask for more details on the murder of Maurice K. Jessup. @@ -1471,18 +1457,18 @@ Further on in his letter, Shenks quotes from the poet William Butler Yeats: \dq{ Shenks adds: \dq{Well, I think an interesting, perhaps exciting book might be put together from your short pieces, such as \sq{Notes,} arranged, if you will, to form an evolutionary history of your own experiences with the various worlds.} -This is exactly what I am attempting to do in \bt{Congratulations! The \sc{ufo} Reality}, although I have found in the course of this research that my evolutionary history does in fact intersect with quite a few other evolutionary histories, including Shenks'. +This is exactly what I am attempting to do in \booktitle{Congratulations! The \sc{ufo} Reality}, although I have found in the course of this research that my evolutionary history does in fact intersect with quite a few other evolutionary histories, including Shenks'. He continues, without any knowledge of my conversation with the \dq{\sc{ufo} fair} contingent, to suggest: \dq{It would take, then, a simple introductory piece to string them plausibly together in a kind of exhibition.} Agreed! Before I got your letter, I agreed with you! % EXHIBITION THIRTY-FIVE -\nonum\chap EXHIBITION THIRTY-FIVE +\nonum\sec EXHIBITION THIRTY-FIVE I asked Mark Simons (having finally put down my California correspondence and walked over to the local phone) if he had gotten my letter asking him to duplicate the purported Air Force manual on \sc{ufo}s. He told me that he had gotten my letter and that he would send me this manual to xerox on the condition that I send him a notorized letter guaranteeing that his name be used in this book. Mark Simons is named Andrew Galligan. -Andrew told me that Maurice K. Jessup was found dead in a station wagon parked somewhere in Georgia. Hesays that he has seen the xerox of a coroner's certificate which states that death was due to monoxide poisoning. The verdict at the time of Jessup's death was suicide, but his friends felt differently. Galligan told me that Jessup was not the sort of man who would commit suicide. His book \bt{The Case For \sc{ufo}s}, which was issued in 1955 on Citadel Press (according to Galligan) was one of the first in the field and was primary in generating interest in such topics as the Bermuda Triangle mystery. +Andrew told me that Maurice K. Jessup was found dead in a station wagon parked somewhere in Georgia. Hesays that he has seen the xerox of a coroner's certificate which states that death was due to monoxide poisoning. The verdict at the time of Jessup's death was suicide, but his friends felt differently. Galligan told me that Jessup was not the sort of man who would commit suicide. His book \booktitle{The Case For \sc{ufo}s}, which was issued in 1955 on Citadel Press (according to Galligan) was one of the first in the field and was primary in generating interest in such topics as the Bermuda Triangle mystery. In connection with this, Andrew Galligan also mentioned that the disappearance of Flight 19 (whatever that was) into the Bermuda Triangle in 1945 was one of the most interesting sections of Jessup's book, and this disappearance has never been solved. @@ -1509,7 +1495,7 @@ The coding and efficiency of the nervous system has intimately to do with this i In an elementary chemistry textbook which I have just picked up from the floor, it is stated: \dq{When an ionic solid is placed in water, an equilibrium is established between the ions in the saturated solution and the excess solid phase.} \midinsert -\centerline{\picw=3.5\inspic{img/neural.png}} +\centerline{\picw=3.5in\inspic{neural.png}} \cskip \caption/f[neural] \endinsert @@ -1520,7 +1506,7 @@ Because Galligan's nervous system is hypersensitized anyway, he feels this adjus In addition to this, Galligan has told me that he is Irish and has traced his geneology back to a family crest which bears the winged horse, Pegasus. Above this crest, says Galligan, there is the motto: \dq{I long to see the things which are above.} -I am reminded in this connection of a poem by Paddy Kavanagh entitled \poemtitle{Pegasus}. I was fortunate enough to have had the poet himself recite \ptoemtitle{Pegasus} to me in its entirety at a cocktail party, so I have retained strong feelings of irony concerning the Irish winged horse. +I am reminded in this connection of a poem by Paddy Kavanagh entitled \poemtitle{Pegasus}. I was fortunate enough to have had the poet himself recite \poemtitle{Pegasus} to me in its entirety at a cocktail party, so I have retained strong feelings of irony concerning the Irish winged horse. Kavanagh's poem begins: \dq{My soul was a horse for sale in many fairs\ld} and goes on to describe how he tried to sell his soul in all the fancy markets of the world, but no one would have it until he let it go free, when it sprouted wings and became his imagination. @@ -1530,7 +1516,7 @@ The tinkers seem to know an old horse when they see one. Perhaps this is why Galligan fecls that the gypsies must know so much about \sc{ufo}s. -\nonum\chap THIRTY-SIX +\nonum\sec THIRTY-SIX Now that we are floundering in possible rational and physiological explanations for all of these \sc{ufo} sightings, I would like to advance the theory that the mental processes which I have been documenting are utterly irrational. @@ -1538,7 +1524,7 @@ They are irrational in the profoundest sense that anything can be irrational: th It is not like \filmtitle{Star Wars}. It is not like sexual repression. It is not like orgone containment. It is not like psychic healing. It is not like any ordinary dream or nightmare. It is very serious. It is like being contacted from another dimension. It is like having your perceptions fundamentally altered by surprise, and in this respect it is most like \e{rocket movie}, the idea advanced by my six-year-old son. -\nonum\chap THIRTY-SEVEN +\nonum\sec THIRTY-SEVEN Lie back, folks: this room is the rocket. You are going to need no other entertainment. Turn off your TV sets. @@ -1552,7 +1538,7 @@ In the throes of this painful hypersensitivity, you may go out into your car and But \ld\ oh no! \ld\ not me, Rosie! -As a result of the strong pranic influx which I experienced during the course of my association with Torres, and the spirit entities associated with Torres, memories of painful experience were activated through the novel \bt{Operation Dancing Dog}. +As a result of the strong pranic influx which I experienced during the course of my association with Torres, and the spirit entities associated with Torres, memories of painful experience were activated through the novel \booktitle{Operation Dancing Dog}. Fox-Knipscheer's novel, whether I located this volume by use of subconscious \sc{esp} or as a result of spirit manipulation of my faculties, is directly relevant to several of my own ;very painful and conflictive memories. @@ -1583,7 +1569,7 @@ This condition might explain both the odd sexual thoughts bedeviling the girl, a I advised this particular wailing spirit that it become less concerned with earthly peer group acceptance and, in conjunction with this direct advice, it has no longer been wailing. -\nonum\chap THIRTY-EIGHT +\nonum\sec THIRTY-EIGHT So: what does this touching little episode of a bisexual spirit have to do with \sc{ufo}s? @@ -1593,7 +1579,7 @@ In this case, thoughts of this entity were causing unusual sexual ideas, and the Although I have now written to Andrew Galligan for his copy of the Air Force manual on \sc{ufo}s and also to the mixed-up Nazi contingent in Canada for additional information on whirling fan-shaped discs, I really do not feel that this information---although perhaps reassuring as documentation in my files---is going to be of much help in understanding the \sc{ufo} reality. -\nonum\chap THIRTY-NINE +\nonum\sec THIRTY-NINE Suppose you were shown something you had never seen before, something really new. How would you feel? Afraid? Exhilarated? Intimidated? Helpless like a baby? @@ -1623,17 +1609,16 @@ Some children will ask for further information. Others will tinker with the toy, So: quite a few contactees can be found punting the sphere instead of going back to the source of the enigma. -\nonum\chap FORTY +\nonum\sec FORTY What is the source of the \sc{ufo} enigma? -As has been documented in photographs published in newspapers from all around the world (republished for your reference in journals such as \jt{Flying Saucer Review} the source of the \sc{ufo} enigma seems to be an unidentified flying sphere. In connection with these spheroid manifestations, people are also experiencing strange dreams. \dq{seeing} unusual shapes or creatures, and incurring a marked psychological after-effect which in its most negative manifestations can lead to obsession with \sc{ufo} lights, and delusions of personal \dq{difference} and importance. +As has been documented in photographs published in newspapers from all around the world (republished for your reference in journals such as \journaltitle{Flying Saucer Review}) the source of the \sc{ufo} enigma seems to be an unidentified flying sphere. In connection with these spheroid manifestations, people are also experiencing strange dreams. \dq{seeing} unusual shapes or creatures, and incurring a marked psychological after-effect which in its most negative manifestations can lead to obsession with \sc{ufo} lights, and delusions of personal \dq{difference} and importance. -\nonum\chap FORTY-ONE -\rightline{7\slash 16\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\nonum\sec FORTY-ONE +\date{7\slash 16\slash 77} -I really do not know what is the most constructive thing to do with the copy of chapters from \bt{Introductory Space Science, volume II. Department of Physics, Air Force Academy} which.I have now received by mail from Andrew Galligan. +I really do not know what is the most constructive thing to do with the copy of chapters from \booktitle{Introductory Space Science, volume II. Department of Physics, Air Force Academy} which.I have now received by mail from Andrew Galligan. There is no earth-shattering news in this package. which contains pages 455--468 of the 1968 volume and a typewritten transcription of the same chapter from the 1970 volume. @@ -1650,17 +1635,16 @@ I completely wash my hands, however, of any controversy as to what exactly was m At the end of Chapter 33, 1970, there is a defense of the \essaytitle{Condon report} and \booktitle{Project Blue Book}. These government-sponsored \sc{ufo} investigations have been publicly criticized by several well-qualified experts in the \sc{ufo} field, most notably J. Allen Hyneck of Northwestern University, who was a member of the original Project Blue Book before it disbanded. -In his book, \bt{The \sc{ufo} Experience, A Scientific Inquiry}, Hyneck criticizes the Condon Committee for several reasons. Most notably: disorganization and factionalism among the participants, and failure to act significantly on data relating to the few residual sightings for which there is absolutely no conventional explanation. +In his book, \booktitle{The \sc{ufo} Experience, A Scientific Inquiry}, Hyneck criticizes the Condon Committee for several reasons. Most notably: disorganization and factionalism among the participants, and failure to act significantly on data relating to the few residual sightings for which there is absolutely no conventional explanation. It is probably true that there was factionalism on this controversial committee. This may have been for any number of specific situational reasons. -Subsequently, in an interview for \jt{Fate} magazine in June of 1976, Hyneck has openly stated that \dq{\ld the subject is much more complex than any of us imagined to begin with. It has paranormal aspects, but certainly it has very real physical aspects, too.} +Subsequently, in an interview for \journaltitle{Fate} magazine in June of 1976, Hyneck has openly stated that \dq{\ld the subject is much more complex than any of us imagined to begin with. It has paranormal aspects, but certainly it has very real physical aspects, too.} Let me suggest two very interesting possibilities: first, that these people involved with actively investigating the \sc{ufo} phenomenon may have been receiving telepathic information which they were ill-equipped to understand, and secondly that these investigators were looking for the wrong thing in examining the data, and thus suffered diffuse and disturbing stress due to the inner knowledge that the \sc{ufo} photos and data which they were examining did not relate to \dq{craft} or \dq{flying objects} at all, but to a sort of alien manifestation beyond their immediate conscious comprehension. -\nonum\chap FORTY-ONE -\rightline 7\slash 18\slash 77 -\vskip 0.5em +\nonum\sec FORTY-ONE +\date 7\slash 18\slash 77 Lest I fall into this same \dq{trap of implicit assumptions,} I would like at this time (moving, as stated in the introductory chapter, page 5,\ednote{ref} paragraph 4, from the abstract into the concrete) to suggest several explanations for problems in apprehension of \sc{ufo}s. @@ -1674,7 +1658,7 @@ Reading the clipping on William McCarthy's Pond, for example, it is very difficu Perhaps we all have been asking the wrong questions. -I have here in my hand a letter from the \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} publisher in Canada telling me that my letter of inquiry to him as regarding the letter of protest published about his organization in one of the \sc{ufo} magazines, was "disjointed," but offering to swap information on my Hungarian contact in the maroon coat (p. 23)\ednote{fix} for information on Nazi occult activity during World War II. +I have here in my hand a letter from the \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon} publisher in Canada telling me that my letter of inquiry to him as regarding the letter of protest published about his organization in one of the \sc{ufo} magazines, was "disjointed," but offering to swap information on my Hungarian contact in the maroon coat (p. 23)\ednote{fix} for information on Nazi occult activity during World War II. Are you kidding? I have been burned on these carnival grab-bag deals once too often (p. 79)\fixnote\ to place much confidence in such a blindfold trade. @@ -1699,9 +1683,9 @@ Therefore, it behooves us to ask not \e{if} we yesterday saw a green scaly thing I assume that these manifestations are not supposed to dead-end in the vision itself, but represent in themselves a form of communication: a \dq{staging out} of ideas which are in some way important or amusing. % FORTY-TWO -\nonum\chap FORTY-TWO +\nonum\sec FORTY-TWO -\rightline{7\slash 19\slash 77} +\date{7\slash 19\slash 77} So that, appropriately, I have just received my reply from Karnstedt, which was addressed in large pink italic letters and contained within the envelope a postcard showing the full moon over San Francisco. @@ -1730,16 +1714,15 @@ I told her that I had not heard this particular news report and she told me that I have no way of checking this bit of gossip, but relay it for what it is worth. % FORTY-THREE -\nonum\chap FORTY-THREE +\nonum\sec FORTY-THREE Or perhaps I do have some sort of concomitant verification that pranic energies were in flux on 7\slash 13\slash 77\ld -\rightline{7\slash 20\slash 77} -\vskip 0.5em +\date{7\slash 20\slash 77} But before I go any further in describing this concomitancy, let me relate that the possibility of a White Plains \sc{ufo} sighting at the time of this blackout troubled my sleep last night. -When morning came, I went directly to my office and looked through J. Allen Hyneck's book, \bt{The \sc{ufo} Experience: A Scientific Inquiry} to find the address of the \sc{ufo} Data Collection Center in Northfield, Illinois, where I had sent the report of my 1973 Swampscott sighting, and a subsequent report detailing that I had experienced some sort of mental alteration as a result of this sighting. +When morning came, I went directly to my office and looked through J. Allen Hyneck's book, \booktitle{The \sc{ufo} Experience: A Scientific Inquiry} to find the address of the \sc{ufo} Data Collection Center in Northfield, Illinois, where I had sent the report of my 1973 Swampscott sighting, and a subsequent report detailing that I had experienced some sort of mental alteration as a result of this sighting. At the time of that sighting, I had called Raymond Fowler, who is a \sc{ufo} enthusiast living in Wenham, Massachusetts, and was angered by his insistence that the sighting of a light was not significant, that it had to be a craft on the ground. @@ -1749,19 +1732,19 @@ It seems to me quite possible that the people surrounding Ms. Armstrong had bee This brouhaha on \sc{ufo}s occurred in 1968, and the chapters of the purported Air Force manual which Galligan has supplied me with were printed in 1969 and 1970. -It seems to me, as I have said, that in these chapters the \sc{ufo} phenomenon is taken quite seriously. This manual (which also contains a respectable bibliography of \sc{ufo} references, including James E. McDonald's \bt{Unidentified Flying Objects---Greatest Scientific Problem of Our Times}) does not come right out and say that we have visitors from outer space and that possibly these visitors are utilizing an alternate energy system, but it does alert possible researchers to the \dq{trap of implicitly assuming} rigidly that we do not have visitors from outer space and that they are not using an alternate energy system. +It seems to me, as I have said, that in these chapters the \sc{ufo} phenomenon is taken quite seriously. This manual (which also contains a respectable bibliography of \sc{ufo} references, including James E. McDonald's \booktitle{Unidentified Flying Objects---Greatest Scientific Problem of Our Times}) does not come right out and say that we have visitors from outer space and that possibly these visitors are utilizing an alternate energy system, but it does alert possible researchers to the \dq{trap of implicitly assuming} rigidly that we do not have visitors from outer space and that they are not using an alternate energy system. Whether or not Galligan's chapters 33, 1969 and 1970, are actually chapters from an Air Force textbook (they read like chapters from an Air Force textbook), it is good not to fall into any \dq{trap} whatsoever. One of these traps concerns the belief that military personnel and those experts employed by military personnel are level-headed, infallible, and not subject to telepathic and\slash or emotional mental alteration. -Any thought given to the behavior of Nazi military personnel during World War II, for example, should call into question the idea of superior logical thought as being an implicit military characteristic. Quite a few of these personnel, including apparently the Canadian publishers of \bt{The Antarctica Theory} (yet to be released), believed quite seriously that the planet Earth was hollow and could be entered through Anlarctica. +Any thought given to the behavior of Nazi military personnel during World War II, for example, should call into question the idea of superior logical thought as being an implicit military characteristic. Quite a few of these personnel, including apparently the Canadian publishers of \booktitle{The Antarctica Theory} (yet to be released), believed quite seriously that the planet Earth was hollow and could be entered through Anlarctica. Either several humans associated with the Condon Committee and Project Blue Book were suffering personal psychological stress simultaneously, or something had altered the consciousness of key members of this group, to make them unusually unreasonable and hypersensitive. Not to mention a bit hilarious. -In Hyneck's book \bt{The \sc{ufo} Experience: A Scientific Inquiry}, he mentioned Condon's joking behavior, (Condon was, I hope you will realize, the \e{head} of this investigative committee) detailing: \dq{\ld Condon phoned the governor of Utah to apprise him of the predicted landing (by a person \sq{in contact} with extraterrestrials) of a rectangular shaped \sc{ufo} on the salt flats at Bonneville\ld} (See p. 19, this book, for word of a real rectangular \sc{ufo}.)\fixnote \ld\ In another instance he (Condon) passed information to Washington with a straight face about an offer (for three billicn dollars) made to him by an \sq{agent of the third universe} to construct a spaceport so that ships from this universe could land in our world.} +In Hyneck's book \booktitle{The \sc{ufo} Experience: A Scientific Inquiry}, he mentioned Condon's joking behavior, (Condon was, I hope you will realize, the \e{head} of this investigative committee) detailing: \dq{\ld Condon phoned the governor of Utah to apprise him of the predicted landing (by a person \sq{in contact} with extraterrestrials) of a rectangular shaped \sc{ufo} on the salt flats at Bonneville\ld} (See p. 19, this book, for word of a real rectangular \sc{ufo}.)\fixnote \ld\ In another instance he (Condon) passed information to Washington with a straight face about an offer (for three billicn dollars) made to him by an \sq{agent of the third universe} to construct a spaceport so that ships from this universe could land in our world.} For some reason, Condon's alleged behavior appeals to my theories on the extraterrestrial sense of humor. @@ -1835,20 +1818,20 @@ However, it is possible that, broken or unbroken, she wem exactly where \dq{they Of course, the effect on this woman is a strange spaced-out state of mind in which she feels that she is in combat somehow with \sc{ufo} entities. These entities are apparently trying to preserve their astral privacy. -This all began at the Neponset Drive-in during a showing of \filmtitle{Dracula}. Ironic as this may seem, \filmtitle{Dracula} has absolutely nothing to do thematically with intergalactic space stations. I do not believe that this woman's subsequent impressions of blue \sc{ufo}s arrived on that evening from nowhere. Furthermore, it is exactly to the strange sense of humor of these entities that it should be \filmtitle{Dracula} showing at this drive-in theatre rather than \filmeitle{Ma and Pa Kettle at Cape Canaveral} or a Woody Allen film. +This all began at the Neponset Drive-in during a showing of \filmtitle{Dracula}. Ironic as this may seem, \filmtitle{Dracula} has absolutely nothing to do thematically with intergalactic space stations. I do not believe that this woman's subsequent impressions of blue \sc{ufo}s arrived on that evening from nowhere. Furthermore, it is exactly to the strange sense of humor of these entities that it should be \filmtitle{Dracula} showing at this drive-in theatre rather than \filmtitle{Ma and Pa Kettle at Cape Canaveral} or a Woody Allen film. It is and it is not funny that this woman's obsession with extraterrestrial contact should have begun in conjunction with a classic horror film\ld\ which does not contain blue, black-eyed aliens at all, but does deal with a lethal form of late-night contact. Happy Easter, Jessup! I hope you enjoyed the CO exhaust! What caused Lobo to recontact me after two years of silence, just as I was resting from drafting a passage about my subliminal early warning system? What, indeed, motivated the US government to entitle one aspect of the \sc{ufo} investigation which Hyneck thought so unusual as \dq{Project Grudge?} As they used to say in my grandmother's day: \dq{Something must've gotten into these people.} -Chances are it was the same damn exira-sensory thing, Rosie! Like broken cuckoo clocks that go tick tick toc in the cupboard, lying non-functional on their sides! Or independently international photos of whitish ellipsoid aerial phenomena! (Consult \bt{Flying Saucer Review}, \bt{Ufology} or my own color xerox reproduction: p. 35.\fixnote) +Chances are it was the same damn exira-sensory thing, Rosie! Like broken cuckoo clocks that go tick tick toc in the cupboard, lying non-functional on their sides! Or independently international photos of whitish ellipsoid aerial phenomena! (Consult \booktitle{Flying Saucer Review}, \booktitle{Ufology} or my own color xerox reproduction: p. 35.\fixnote) People have basically two choices, perhaps, in dealing with this sort of oddity: suppression of the extraordinary by pretending that it does not exist, or protection of the psyche by dealing with the unacceptable in a provisional pseudo-scientific way. However, I am proceeding down the third road here with quite a few other people. In fact, it is beginning to look to me like some sort of mental parade. Congratulations, Lobo! So nice to see you electrically once again! % FORTY-FOUR -\nonum\chap FORTY-FOUR +\nonum\sec FORTY-FOUR \date{7\slash 21\slash 77} @@ -1858,7 +1841,7 @@ He was afraid that these dogs might become overheated, and so we made an appoint This car had broken down near wherever it was that Lobo was hitching. On the way back to Mexico City, this ex-Nazi (who at this point was in possession of a Mexican wife and several children as well as his Mercedes) told Lobo that yes it was true that Hitler's establishment had been very much into the exploration of occult ideas and probably technology related to the use of extra-sensory perception and bioplasmic energy. -At this point, I asked Lobo if he knew anything about the Canadian publishers of \bt{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon}. He looked puzzled, then nodded briefly and told me that he had an overwhelming urge to hug me. Lobo says this to all the girls, but I took him up on this offer, so he hugged me briefly and went out to relieve the dogs. +At this point, I asked Lobo if he knew anything about the Canadian publishers of \booktitle{\sc{ufo}s: Nazi Secret Weapon}. He looked puzzled, then nodded briefly and told me that he had an overwhelming urge to hug me. Lobo says this to all the girls, but I took him up on this offer, so he hugged me briefly and went out to relieve the dogs. Shortly after this quick exit, as I was sitting in my office with the door open correcting a xerox copy of \playtitle{My Sandwich Exploded}, a woman in a red dotted-swiss sundress wandered in looking for Larry Sands, the head of the Shin Psychic Center. She told me that he was not in his office and that she had been meaning to drop in on me for some time, but I had never been in my office at the times she had felt like dropping in---until now. \sc{ufo}s, Zeena claimed, were assisting her to channel and balance her energies. I told her to come right in and tell me all about it. @@ -1881,7 +1864,7 @@ These \sc{ufo} entities, Zeena asserts, are not in themselves wholly astral or m I speculated that these entities might be using psychic mediumship to contact human beings because they have no physical bodies and cannot manifest on this material continuum, but Zeena argued with me, saying that her instructions were coming from real beings with a real physical existence. This existence, she told me, participates more fully in the pranic or astral energy system than does our ordinary bodily existence. The difference between human beings and \sc{ufo} entities, Zeena asserted, is not wholly a matter of expanded awareness. These entities simply have more pranic energy per square inch of their very real physical existence and thus find it difficult to be present entirely within our \dq{material} vibrational continuum, which is actually more dense electromagnetically than \sc{ufo} matter. This made sense to me in terms of my theories of \e{time alteration under pranic action}, which will be explained in section forty-six. % FORTY-FIVE -\nonum\chap FORTY-FIVE +\nonum\sec FORTY-FIVE \date{7\slash 22\slash 77} @@ -1924,13 +1907,13 @@ I told Lobo that Bethiwitch (remember Bethiwitch: my other 1974 \sc{ufo} compani While Lobo had his arms around me, he told me he could feel my mental vibrations and that it was like hearing beautiful classical music played with the pranic energies. I asked him if that was what he told all of the vegetables that he and his dogs drove around hugging in the name of sexual freedom and sensitivity, and he asked me if I could lend him about five or six aspirin since he had to go on to work at his job as a security guard down by the beach, and was having quite a headache in this situation just trying to breathe. Certainly! Any time. % FORTY-SIX -\nonum\chap FORTY-SIX +\nonum\sec FORTY-SIX Taking heed of the green insect which Zeena says she saw on her wall (p. 99),\fixnote\ I am now going to discuss some of the basic electronic properties of chlorophyl. The pranic breathing involved in the process of photosynthesis is basic to an understanding of \sc{ufo} activity. In discussing the pranic breathing of vegetable life, I am going to use terms directly derivative of traditional research on chlorophyl and the process of photosynthesis. -Since nowhere in the literature on photosynthesis is pranic energy or the possibility of pranic energy mentioned, I am also going to use terms introduced in my article \dq{Fluidice: Time as a Function of Prana,} which was published in \jt{Pursuit} magazine in Spring 1977, and one new term which is specific to observable time anomalies within the electromagnetic spectrum. +Since nowhere in the literature on photosynthesis is pranic energy or the possibility of pranic energy mentioned, I am also going to use terms introduced in my article \dq{Fluidice: Time as a Function of Prana,} which was published in \journaltitle{Pursuit} magazine in Spring 1977, and one new term which is specific to observable time anomalies within the electromagnetic spectrum. I am going to call this new property \dq{insult} in memory of my conviction just prior to the New York City blackout that several of my friends and acquaintances had \dq{insulted my mathematics.} This insight on insult called my attention to possible connections between \dq{my pranic mathematics} and electricity. The mathematical property of insult refers not to emotional upset (though this very idea may \e{cause} emotional upset in some traditional physicists, Rosie!) but to the jerk or \dq{warp} in time which occurs at the junction between the electromagnetic and pranic or astral dimensions. @@ -1957,7 +1940,7 @@ Obviously, green vegetables are a bit spaced out in their behavior. During phot To quote from an elementary chemistry textbook: \dq{The importance of photosynthesis cannot be overestimated, since it represents the principal way by which solar energy is made available to living organisms.} -It has always been assumed that the catalytic energy being added to carbon dioxide and water in the presence of chlorophyl and\slash or other catalytic pigments, was strictly photonic illumination. However, as I have pointed out in my article, \essaytitle{The \sc{ufo} Certainty,} which appeared in the \jt{Everything for Everybody} newspaper in August 1977, there are no strict guarantees in small particle physics. +It has always been assumed that the catalytic energy being added to carbon dioxide and water in the presence of chlorophyl and\slash or other catalytic pigments, was strictly photonic illumination. However, as I have pointed out in my article, \essaytitle{The \sc{ufo} Certainty,} which appeared in the \journaltitle{Everything for Everybody} newspaper in August 1977, there are no strict guarantees in small particle physics. Experimentally, the quantized energy packet called a photon (of which tiny projectiles a stream of light is said to be composed) has been observed to enter two small apertures at the same time, yet subsequently register an intact presence on a measuring counter at only one place. @@ -1982,14 +1965,14 @@ It seems to me that many problems of biochemistry and small particle physics can This time insult occurs at the intersection of electromagnetic vibratory time with the time-independent pranic energies. -\nonum\chap CONCLUSION +\nonum\sec CONCLUSION \date{7\slash 24\slash 77} I am aware that in the preceding section on chlorophyl and time insult I have advanced a radical alteration in the description of the structure of matter. This is not some frivolous idea I picked up while eating carrots and reading a paperback on Einstein's halloween parties. These ideas are based on the technical reading which I have been doing since my initial \sc{ufo} sighting in 1973. This technical reading has been primarily in the area of mathematical philosophy and the description of experiments in chemistry and physics. I am aware that I have placed these new concepts of time structure within the unusual context of a chronologically-written, a-sequential narrative. As stated in the introductory chapter, this technique has been deliberate. As well as giving some of the mind-altering qualities of the \sc{ufo} reality, I wanted to demonstrate that it is quite possible to remain sane while writing an account of unusual happenings and that the study and documentation of unusual happenings need not and probably should not be approached with the rigidity of logic. -I have just finished reading Carl Sagan's recent book \bt{The Dragons of Eden}, in which he talks about the evolution of intelligence. In this book, Sagan details the physical structure of the brain as this relates to evolution from primitive life forms to man. He discusses the possibility that highly-evolved extraterrestrial life forms may have a shape and mental capacities which are as surprising to us as man might be to a reptile aware of the hereditary relationship. In fact, the title of Sagan's book is based on this concept of the ancient reptile heritage which survives in man in the limbic area of the brain. You will have to read \bt{The Dragons of Eden} for a full exposition of this view: +I have just finished reading Carl Sagan's recent book \booktitle{The Dragons of Eden}, in which he talks about the evolution of intelligence. In this book, Sagan details the physical structure of the brain as this relates to evolution from primitive life forms to man. He discusses the possibility that highly-evolved extraterrestrial life forms may have a shape and mental capacities which are as surprising to us as man might be to a reptile aware of the hereditary relationship. In fact, the title of Sagan's book is based on this concept of the ancient reptile heritage which survives in man in the limbic area of the brain. You will have to read \booktitle{The Dragons of Eden} for a full exposition of this view: \dq{She walks! She talks! She crawls on her belly like a reptile!}\ld\ as the archetypal strip show hustler is reputed to yell out to the patrons of the snake dance at the local county fair. @@ -2029,7 +2012,7 @@ Anything is possible. I simply suggest that the daily behavior of those who claim \sc{ufo} contact or any concomitant effect such as unexplained car engine failure coupled with one hour of amnesia should be watched for oddity: not the oddity of madness, but the oddity of shock or hysteria. -I have received, for example, a letter from Mrs. Betty Hill of the famed \bt{Interrupted Journey \sc{ufo}} case. T had written to Mrs. Hill, telling her about my work and sending her an article I had written which connects \sc{ufo} contact with \sc{esp}. She sent me back a very courteous letter admitting the possibility of \sc{esp} as a phenomenon, but stating that she had experienced no \sc{esp} as connected with \sc{ufo}s. +I have received, for example, a letter from Mrs. Betty Hill of the famed \booktitle{Interrupted Journey \sc{ufo}} case. T had written to Mrs. Hill, telling her about my work and sending her an article I had written which connects \sc{ufo} contact with \sc{esp}. She sent me back a very courteous letter admitting the possibility of \sc{esp} as a phenomenon, but stating that she had experienced no \sc{esp} as connected with \sc{ufo}s. However, in this letter she stated a curious fact. She told me that she had experienced \sc{esp} as a child and in fact thought she had been mildly gifted with \sc{esp} \e{until} the date of 9\slash 19\slash 61, which was the date of her famous experience with \dq{capture} by a \sc{ufo}. Obviously, her sighting had something to do with the \sc{esp} mechanism, or she would not have lost this particular esoteric ability (mild as it was in her case) during the shocked aftermath of her \sc{ufo} contact. @@ -2047,7 +2030,7 @@ And if you understood that, Rosie, you will easily understand the following dile There is no easy explanation for why that exit sign fell on my specific head. I was sitting in the center seat of a row of three seats and this sign was fastened to the ceiling at the center of the aisle, just back of my seatmate, who was not touched. At the time it hit me, I turned to him and mentioned that I found this accident very significant due to my interests in psychokinesis and synchronicity. -He smiled and nodded and returned to reading \bt{Fear of Flying} by Erica Jong. +He smiled and nodded and returned to reading \booktitle{Fear of Flying} by Erica Jong. Actually, previous to this accident, I had written a ballad: @@ -2128,7 +2111,7 @@ In retrospect, I believe that I have been educated. I do not claim to understand \centerline{{\typoscale[1100/] THE END}} -\fvill +\vfill \rightline{\e{As was dictated by events}} \rightline{September 2, 1977} @@ -2136,20 +2119,20 @@ In retrospect, I believe that I have been educated. I do not claim to understand \vfill -\bfreak +\break \null\vskip 1em -\centerline{{\typoscale[1200/]\sc{Selected Bibliography}}} +\chap Selected Bibliography \vskip 2em -\bt{Primary Processes in Photosynthesis}, Martin D. Kamen, Academic Press, New York, 1963. +\booktitle{Primary Processes in Photosynthesis}, Martin D. Kamen, Academic Press, New York, 1963. -\bt{Biochemistry of Photosynthesis}, R.P.F. Gregory, Wiley Interscience, Belfast, 1971. +\booktitle{Biochemistry of Photosynthesis}, R.P.F. Gregory, Wiley Interscience, Belfast, 1971. -\bt{Quantum Biochemistry}, Bernard Pullman and Alberto Pullman, Wiley Interscience, New York, 1963. +\booktitle{Quantum Biochemistry}, Bernard Pullman and Alberto Pullman, Wiley Interscience, New York, 1963. Other Books mentioned in this text are available at libraries and bookstores by author and title. @@ -2171,7 +2154,7 @@ Do not hesitate to phone my answering service. \break -\centerline{{\typoscale[1200/]\sc{Epilogue}}} +\chap Epilogue \vskip 2em @@ -2202,4 +2185,6 @@ Plants somehow eat light, and we eat plants. Given human ignorance of this basic To these entities, if they exist outside our own collective unconscious, human activity must seem bizarre and ridiculous. They certainly might want to study us. -Perhaps the collective unconscious of the human race is studying itself. In that case, we are now enjoying global paranoia.\fnote{\dq{Soviet Scientists are baffled by a huge mass of light that flared Tuesday in the skies of Petrozavodsk in Soviet Karelia and hovered over the city in the form of a jellyfish sending down a multitude of fine beams, Tass reported today.} \jt{New York Times} 9\slash 23\slash 77.} However, I do not believe that the collective unconscious is responsible for \sc{ufo} phenomena.
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